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Hello, my name is Michael.  I found this online at the county library.  I am facing difficult times right now and need someone out there to perhaps stick out a helping hand.  A couple of years ago, right before christmas, my wife who was pregnant with our first child, was hit  by a drunk driver, and they both passed.  I lost everything.  I moved to where I live now in july of last year to work for a company that is part of a nationally known chain.  I lost my job and am on the verge of losing my house and everything else in it at this time.  Moving here was suppose to be a fresh start after losing my family, but it has turned into a nightmare.  I have no family here, and no one to help me with anything.  I have applied for over 80 jobs, but the market here is terrible.  I have never felt so alone.  I am looking for a guardian angel out there to just have the ability to give a gift out of love.  I hope and pray that there is someone out there.  Thank you and god bless.

Hi...I am a 52 year old woman married to a good hearted 34 year old. He is unemployed and we are broke. I get SS Disability, but it doesn't begin to cover everything, and I am scared witless. Our debts are not from credit cards, we don't have any. They are all medical bills from my surgeries, er visits, and expensive tests. I have a subarachnoid cyst that lies between my optic nerve and pituitary gland, also reaching into my frontal lobe on the right side, and wrapping around my carotid artery.  I also have blurred eyesight, blackouts, and vertigo. I have severe peripheral neuropathy. I have migraines, jerking of my hands and feet, and fibromyalgia. As if that were not enough, my hubby tripped over the dog and shot me. Two inches from my spine; destroyed 1 rib; creased pancreas; severed artery to adrenal gland; 1/3 of stomach had to be removed. It's been a bad couple decades.

We've sold everything possible, borrowed all we can. I'm so scared I can't bear it, and the thought of that handgun gets more tempting every day. Right not my meds need refilled. It comes to about 85 bucks, and we just don't have it. I don't know how I will bear all the pain. I'm scared. At my age, I should be living in my nice little home, seeing my grandchildren, and enjoying my life. It gets harder every day to go on.

Well, thanks for listening. I feel a little less alone.

Love, health and wealth of happiness to you all. AllyMae.

Please help !!  I am 52, and sick and have no family to help me. I do not know where to turn, or what to do. I am not able to work due to a cronic liver disease. I have worked hard all my life, at one time I worked 3 jobs to raise me and my daughter, she is now 31 with 3 children, and she can not help me. It takes her whole pay just to keep a not so good roof on their heads and to feed them, much less any thing special. My car is a 95 with 150 miles and on its last leg, I could be on the streets at any time, a 5.00 donation would help, a dollar would help, I am not asking for millions and I know I am not the only one that needs help, I have always been the type to help anyone I could and here I am in this state and its very frightening. I'm scared.  I have applies for SSI 3 years ago and still have not recieved anything, they keep denying me, and  I do good to get out of bed, what is wrong with our system???? If anyone has any advise it would be greatly appreciated and I have prayed to our Almighty God for guidance and help, maybe he sent me here. You can email me at Natblonde2006 @aol.com. Help me please... Sheree